What am I doing that’s worth something?  How will i impact people for the glory of God? What am I doing to change the world? Well, breathing. I have been living in tomorrow too much lately. My longings. My desires. My wants. mine mine mine. i want to be in Haiti. i want to be in London. i want to go to hillsong. i want to be a missionary. i want to write. i want to speak. i want to proclaim the love of Christ to women everywhere. i want to free slaves. i want to rescue the oppressed. i want to be a mom. i want to be a wife.

What am i doing to change the world?

How am i impacting people for the glory of God?

What am i doing that’s worth something? anything?

and yet, that soft whisper comes and tells me-

You are breathing. I AM working. be still.”


in the most mundane of times, where i feel like a child stuck at spinny park, God is doing the most work.

here i am. increase, Lord.